………………………………………….. wonder y did this all happen! was really freaked up when i wrote my comp paper!> ..no not bcuz i din stdy well or it was tough! but cuz …..cuz the paper was LENGTHY!!
i had no idea wat i was goin to face ahead!> :S …despite tht blunder in computers ! i decided to carry on wit my magazine wrk!>…went to press n my whole day was wasted in it!…neva mynd i still had 3 more dayz left! 7 lessons sounded a like a piece of cake earlier!,..but then after wasting my oder 2 dayz i found myself in a dark graveyard!
i had 1 day remaining n i had hardly finshd 1 lesson!
i made up my mynd! decided to stdy hard! not to sit on comp!….n not only finish the theory n numericals(aaaaw) but even the revision! n yes! it wrkd!…by nyt i had finshd off my portions!….n even strted off the revision part!….but den i felt quite hazy!!…n slept!…morinin gettin up for prayer!..as usual!>..i strted flipping thru the pages!…but guess wt happend!
yes! as expected i found myself BLANK!!!…..i had no oder option dan to just leav evrythn on god!…but i knew tht it wudnt wrk!…so tryd hard!>…did as mch i i cud!!…..on the contrary!…mny of my frnz frm oder clsses wer sayin tht they failed in this n tht subject !…this made me even more scared!!…..but the dangerous part was abt to come!!
i prayed hard entering the hall!….wit my mynd blank!…i cud smell the danger!….the mellolwdrama was abt to begin!!
n the thng wch i feared the most!>…..it happened!……the paper seemd as though it had come up frm some INFINITY!! :S
each n evry question was lyk an inferno!!….sucked!!….afta revisin my paper first tym i calculated the marks i was gnna get out of 70!…it came to 15??….damn i strted shiverin!!! i askd to myself!..bilal r u gnna pass in diz paper?……but the answer came frm my heart!… INSHALLAH YES!!……….b4 strtin tht suckin paper!….i just read ayaatul kursi 3 tyms!……n strted!.. n guess wat!..i was strted solvin them nicely!! thnk god!>….later on afta solvin 1 n 2 mrks questions welll!…some stupid 3 markers came!….n i left 3 consecutiv questions!…5 mrks had a derivation + numerical!…so did the derivations!..but the numercials seemd like TAARE ZAMEEN PAR!!!
in the mean tym! trch mags came!>..i was not in mood to chk my paper!….i had finshd!…n jsut wanted to throw it off!….before submiting i calculated the mrks i cud get ! it was summing up to arnd 35!…wch means @ least i wil manage to paas inshallah
ps:: pasing mrk – 23
soo i submited my paper to irfan sir(invigilator) n began feelin free!! free frm tht muuggy atmosphere of mp hall into a new wrld!…after askin oderz! tht hw was da paper!..they had da same reaction as myne!>..
wtf~….i mean i dun understnd! y doz iisd faclulty needed to make a paper wch was soo extraordinarily tough?…..i srsly dunnoo!! n tht too the last xam???? newaz i hav trch copy wit me!…it rox!!
for phy i can just pray! n need ur prayers too!!
IT STILL CONTINUES TO BE A MYSTERY!!! ~~~~
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