well da headin must hav given u the impression tht hw rockin wer my results
to be frank…they sucked!>..neva in my skool life i got soo less mrks!>..srsly!>…well da day began!>..wit evrythn normal!>..n well after tht disaster in ph6!>..i wondered if i wud pass or fail!.
den had my breakfast n set off for skool!>….in da car, i was jus prayin tht i need @ lest above 65!>…for some self respect! ( though 65 was tooooo less) …i reachd skool!…had the inaugration of our mag!>..n den!>….BLAST!!>..i found my calss teacher had alredy distributed the math paper!>…wen i came to him! n askd mine!>..he tld go chk tht folder!>..i went towrds it!>…wit me was sufyan(also member of da mag) ….i saw him gettin less makrs!>..it incresed my tension even more!>… n den i found my paper!>…sheesh!
:( this was my reaction!>…i got very less mrks!>.despite my dad kept math tution!>..i still got very less mrks!>..was really sad!>
but the worse was abt to come!>..got my english n comp paper!>..they too wer less beyond my expectation!>..n den finally yousuf sir (phy) came!>….maan ….i was vibratin!>…damn! jus prayin tht i pass!…..(Cuz i neva failed in any subjct)….was really worrid!>..n da frst paper..was only myn!>…yeah!>..i passed!>..but wts the use!>..i had just passed!>…so less mrks?….i mean!>..i cudnt digest it!……i was soo badly pissed @ myslef!>…but i knew! ..nothn cud b done!>..n soo i din approch my sir for correction!
next was chem!…n as a result!>..i got less in tht too!>…wowe!>..my percentage was shaterred!…..n now!…i strted thnkin abt my parents!>..how to face them!>…i was soo depressed!>..but i decided!>.to continue!>.not to look back!>….n finally i reachd my home!>….tld my dad!>..tht i got very less mrks!>….he was lyk!>.ok i wil c!>…
after lunch i gave my answer sheets to him!>…n he was!>..sooo pissed!>…shouted me!><….n strted blamin me n my frnds circle!>..n i just cud do nthn!>…stood in frnt of him idolly!….
newaz!>..i feel tht>..all wat he tld was true!…n here!>..i am left alone!>…planin n thnkin wt to du ahead!>…..wateva it is!>..jus pray 4 me!>..
GB © 2008
dun worry it happns …happend to me alsooo
cheer up man…,u were in the torch team…
yea!>..thtz wat!!>….
stop.taking.tension.everything.will.be.fine.